I wanna hold you, mold your soul, I behold you
Know you, better than myself, never own you
But keep you, never leave you, I beseech you
-Cise Starr
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Monday, October 5, 2009
Cars
are literally killing machines.
I'm sick of hearing stories about car accidents and pedestrians getting killed/injured because of cars in the past two years. I, myself has been in a car accident this year and it is not a nice experience at all. Today, I have witnessed something I thought I would never witnessed. A runner getting hit by a car. I barely changed into the left lane on Balboa and Plummer to make a left turn. You know, when the line barely curved. I hit the brakes hard because of a loud bang, screamed, and grabbed Jane's hand. All I saw was a 16/17 year old boy, flying about ten feet in the air, twisting and turning just like a rag doll, fell to the ground, and rolled right next to my car. He was so close, I thought he would land right on top of my car. He was conscious and covered with blood/bruises. I insisted him to not move and waited for the ambulance to come. What about the driver? He/she fuckin drove off... It was the hardest thing to watch. I felt nauseated. I felt angry. I felt sad. I wanted to cry, but I'm too shocked. My prayers goes out to all the victims, drivers, runners, pedestrians, and everyone in the world. Whoever you are, please drive cautiously. Don't tailgate anyone's ass, speed, drink and drive, or cut people off because your mad or for whatever reason. I always tell my friends to drive safe, and I really really mean it. God bless.
I'm sick of hearing stories about car accidents and pedestrians getting killed/injured because of cars in the past two years. I, myself has been in a car accident this year and it is not a nice experience at all. Today, I have witnessed something I thought I would never witnessed. A runner getting hit by a car. I barely changed into the left lane on Balboa and Plummer to make a left turn. You know, when the line barely curved. I hit the brakes hard because of a loud bang, screamed, and grabbed Jane's hand. All I saw was a 16/17 year old boy, flying about ten feet in the air, twisting and turning just like a rag doll, fell to the ground, and rolled right next to my car. He was so close, I thought he would land right on top of my car. He was conscious and covered with blood/bruises. I insisted him to not move and waited for the ambulance to come. What about the driver? He/she fuckin drove off... It was the hardest thing to watch. I felt nauseated. I felt angry. I felt sad. I wanted to cry, but I'm too shocked. My prayers goes out to all the victims, drivers, runners, pedestrians, and everyone in the world. Whoever you are, please drive cautiously. Don't tailgate anyone's ass, speed, drink and drive, or cut people off because your mad or for whatever reason. I always tell my friends to drive safe, and I really really mean it. God bless.
Saturday, September 26, 2009
A little bit of love
AbstractusAsian (10:51:56 PM) : ever hear about a little something called "love"?
kaandiie POP (10:52:37 PM) : yes
AbstractusAsian (10:52:46 PM) : good, cuz youre gonna need to practice it for a while
AbstractusAsian
AbstractusAsian (10:52:47 PM) : lol
AbstractusAsian (10:53:14 PM) : especially the key aspect of.. repression
AbstractusAsian (10:53:20 PM) : when you gotta hold yourself back for something good
AbstractusAsian (10:53:24 PM) : aka , not spoiling yourself
AbstractusAsian (10:53:37 PM) : (thats why i dont get it when people like the ending of movies to be spoiled for them! >_< )
AbstractusAsian (10:54:23 PM) : i mean, even if i could kiss the girl of my dreams, its not like i would. shoot.
AbstractusAsian (10:54:31 PM) : i'd probably move halfway around the world
kaandiie POP (10:55:38 PM) : ahhhhhh, i know what you mean..
AbstractusAsian (10:55:58 PM) : [: it's beautiful aint it
AbstractusAsian (10:56:25 PM) : the feeling of being able to hold yourself back
AbstractusAsian (10:56:45 PM) : keeping yourself living in the anticipation
AbstractusAsian (10:56:50 PM) : the moments before the actual moment
AbstractusAsian (10:57:01 PM) : the "hold" before a kiss is so much sweeter than the kiss itself
kaandiie POP (10:58:50 PM) : thank you for that
AbstractusAsian (10:59:08 PM) : for what
AbstractusAsian (10:59:16 PM) : thank you for understanding, even just a little bit
AbstractusAsian (10:59:27 PM) : argghhh, people got it all wrong these days
AbstractusAsian (10:59:29 PM) : foneyssss
AbstractusAsian (10:59:37 PM) : they just slobber and drool over each other
kaandiie POP (10:59:45 PM) : HAHA
AbstractusAsian (10:59:46 PM) : and when they break up, they dont know why it didnt work
kaandiie POP (10:59:58 PM) : funny.. cuz its trueueeueueu
AbstractusAsian (11:00:01 PM) : lol
AbstractusAsian (11:00:04 PM) : yeah..
AbstractusAsian (11:00:05 PM) : =/
AbstractusAsian (11:00:23 PM) : guys who cant keep it in their pants grow to become insecure
AbstractusAsian (11:00:26 PM) : and jealous
AbstractusAsian (11:00:30 PM) : and vice versa with girls sometimes
AbstractusAsian (11:00:37 PM) : they go full out
AbstractusAsian (11:00:51 PM) : and even the slightest look from another guy or girl will make the bf/gf jealous
AbstractusAsian (11:01:08 PM) : they're insecure because they havent mastered love
AbstractusAsian (11:01:16 PM) : they think that love is ownership
AbstractusAsian (11:01:19 PM) : well its not
AbstractusAsian (11:01:29 PM) : it's the most free and courageous thing i know
AbstractusAsian (11:01:34 PM) : my buddy ole' pal
AbstractusAsian (11:01:36 PM) : xD
AbstractusAsian (11:01:50 PM) : you let a balloon go because you know it wants to fly high in the sky
AbstractusAsian (11:01:52 PM) : that's love
AbstractusAsian (11:01:59 PM) : even if you wish to keep it for yourself
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Sharing..
"The Paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less; we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh to little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space.
We've done larger things, but not better things. We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less.
We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less. These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.
These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.
It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete.
Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever. Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.
Remember to give a warm hug to the one next to you because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent. Remember, to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside you. Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind."
-George Carlin
We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh to little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space.
We've done larger things, but not better things. We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less.
We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less. These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes.
These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill.
It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete.
Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever. Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.
Remember to give a warm hug to the one next to you because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent. Remember, to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside you. Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind."
-George Carlin
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
What is..
the nicest thing someone has ever done for you?
Over this summer, I got into a car accident with my cousin. The only injuries we had from the accident was bruises from the seat belt. After the big bang, I come out of the car dazed and in pain. I trudged myself up the sidewalk. In a few seconds, I start to panic and burst into tears. Next thing I know, I see a stranger walking up to me and she gave me a hug. The nicest thing someone has ever done for me is having a complete stranger, give me a simple hug and assurance. If only more people of today could be that nice right?
Over this summer, I got into a car accident with my cousin. The only injuries we had from the accident was bruises from the seat belt. After the big bang, I come out of the car dazed and in pain. I trudged myself up the sidewalk. In a few seconds, I start to panic and burst into tears. Next thing I know, I see a stranger walking up to me and she gave me a hug. The nicest thing someone has ever done for me is having a complete stranger, give me a simple hug and assurance. If only more people of today could be that nice right?
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Ask Yourself
r8zin (12:57:21 AM) : you know what you want?
Setteyyy (12:57:42 AM) : i want a man, and treat him soooo good
Setteyyy (12:57:52 AM) : that's what i want
Setteyyy (12:58:03 AM) : :]
r8zin (12:58:23 AM) : high key i wish most girls thought like you on that one, but not gonna happen..
Mmmm so it's late and.. I can't sleep. I've come across a conversation with mah dude, Rasan. I really love this question. Ask yourself, "What do I want?". I get different answers, but tonight, I said whatever is above there. I hope it gives you an insight of what kind of person I am. haha The urge to treat a man sooo good. Give him all your TLC, make him food, give respect to the dude haha I believe a man should be treated the way a lady should be! With so much LOVE(: ok well i sound so fuckin weird right now, just wanted to share how i feel tonight(:
goodnight world.
Mmmm so it's late and.. I can't sleep. I've come across a conversation with mah dude, Rasan. I really love this question. Ask yourself, "What do I want?". I get different answers, but tonight, I said whatever is above there. I hope it gives you an insight of what kind of person I am. haha The urge to treat a man sooo good. Give him all your TLC, make him food, give respect to the dude haha I believe a man should be treated the way a lady should be! With so much LOVE(: ok well i sound so fuckin weird right now, just wanted to share how i feel tonight(:
goodnight world.
Sunday, August 9, 2009
College
First day of college is tomorrow and I am excited!! The only thing that worries me is the parking. I don't feel scared like I did on the first day of middle school and high school.. just mofuggin exciiiteddddd! I'm looking forward to meeting new people and finally LEARN! xD Today I got to clean my dirty ass room and decorate it with my past art classes (Design and Photo). I miss having art... Well my room is bangin. You should come over and observe.
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